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Us

Posted in blogging by Carrie on November 24, 2009

My past.
Your past.
Our past.
Recollections.
Years pass.
Look at what we’re doing now.
Circles. Circles. Circles.

You enveloping me. Me running away.
One gentle mistake (or was that gentle fate)?

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Posted in blogging by Carrie on November 23, 2009

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Heart-b to Beat-h

Posted in blogging by Carrie on November 23, 2009

Heartbeat, remember you asked me what my word is? The word to most accurately describe my motivations, principles, my life, and describe my being in a nutshell?

Its…

“Stay”.

I’m sure you’ll find this answer extremely satisfying.

:)

Weekend fighting

Posted in blogging by Carrie on November 22, 2009

Too much to drink Friday night, too much to remember because drunken brains hold little. I have chunks of Friday missing to accompany my heart that’s filled with holes.

I missed Benny Benassi. Totally forgot about it though I was so excited about it awhile ago. I guess things change and so do my preoccupations.

So I slept early on Saturday and I’m here awake so early on a Sunday. I have a bit on my mind it’s a confusing mess. Then again nothing matters. Everythings moot now right. Wipe the slate clean. Nothing’s the same. But everything ain’t much different either.

Purplish bruises aren’t the only sign of pain.

Weekend fighting. But fighting what? It’s like thin air. Tiring, stupid but it’s all there in my mind. Twisting in my stomach. Wrenching of my heart. Fight it.

Its over

Posted in blogging by Carrie on November 20, 2009

I just finished the whole twilight series and I feel so sad! As if my Bella and Edward Cullen are gone. This is so weird. Like the people who kept me company for awhile are gone. Man… I’m fucking nuts

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

Now starting on The Lost Symbol and I’ve got The Lovely Bones lined up! My voracious reading appetite is back.